CHIRON MUSINGS 5

Alan Watts said that your feelings are not your emotions. In Human Design, emotions are the chemistry of the body generated by the Solar Plexus centre that we discussed in the previous blog. Feelings are the recognition, not ownership, of those emotional frequencies. By appreciating this concept, then you forgo responsibility for the emotions that you feel. See the mind will take ownership for the good emotions, when you feel good about yourself but condemn the opposite. The mind only wants to deal with the good and not the bad but that is not life and that is not real. You are the good and the bad, the light and the shadow. Knowing your shadow is how you get to really know who you are. These can be the unresolved traumas you suffered, that still today dictate your behaviour and reactions as an adult. Suppressing the negative emotions will only see their ugly heads rearing up somewhere else. This feeds the mind with the stories and narratives it constantly replays. The mind will constantly look for those emotions that support its narrative and that can often leave people in a victim mentality. See you cannot eliminate this energy, and the truth is that these emotions want to be validated, heard in order to be healed. This is the only way to heal by having the courage to face your fears, the truth and why courage is the first feeling to sit above the red line creating an expansion in your transmitted emotional frequency. Courage in Human Design is tied to the gate 51, the warrior Ego, not the courage to fight but the courage to face your fears. This is an individual initiation process, that is often shocking, taking you back to your innocence prior to parental conditioning. Basically, returning to the spirit of the Self, the gate 25. It needs to be said that fear is not an emotion in itself but an emotional blocker. We live on a mundane, material plane that generates a lot of fear which is all by design by the powers that be. This keeps people in a contractile negative state in which you are more stressed, anxious and easier to control. You will not even trust yourself to make decisions that are correct for you and will hand over your sovereignty to outside influences. Look at how high love sits on the emotional frequency list. It is actually love that is the opposite of fear, not hate. Putting one in fear does not allow love to grow for oneself and be transmitted outwards. Not loving yourself enough will leave you in the contractile state and also not trust yourself when it comes to making decisions. That loving frequency then cannot influence your reality around you in a positive way that allows you to see the world a lot differently to how you have been previously seeing it. You would know by looking at the feelings in the diagram of the energy you feel below the red line, being contractive and heavy versus above the red line that make you feel expansive and lighter. The energy you carry, and you feel can be felt by others via your aura, your own energy field and your reality will mirror that back to you. Human Design says we are Self Reflected Consciousness so what you see on the outside is exactly what is happening to you on the inside.